People Talkin Shit

So last night i was chillin wit my niggas and out of no where some one was like this nigga so and so was talkin shit about u last night...I was like WAT??? (initial reaction).... how are niggas gonna be talkin shit and i have seen or heard from them since like September lol....So then my friend proceeded to say, so and so also said "Fuck that Bitch!!! And you can tell her that i said it. Me and Ryan (this bop in sac: my side comment btw lol...) was about to beat her ass"...Now this is something new to me because i have never had someone feel this strongly about me lol... But i guess i mean i deserved a little hatred. I mean i did fuck up but so and so is the last person that needs to be talkin shit cause they was in the fucked up situation wit me...all i can do is laugh because this shit is hilarious. People get caught up in some shit and dont wanna take responsibility for their actions... I mean i handled mine like a grown ass woman and instead of so and so handlin it the grown way, they wanna drag my name in the mud....But i mean i cant please everybody... so i guess its cool to have a few haters lol... But wat makes me laugh is the fact that im all the way in Merced and when i come back to sac a group of niggas is like "i heard about you"... Im like "oh damn!!!" Veronica is a popular topic around ghetto ass niggas that aint doin shit wit their lives lol... I was also informed that i got niggas in Davis talkin about me, but in a good way though...So i guess all i can say is that im flattered that ppl take the time out of their days to make sure im the topic of conversation...But u kno wat i dont have to explain my side of the story to NO ONE, but the person i was accountable to and i did that LIKE A GROWN ASS WOMAN...so my deed is done... i can care less about some of my old high school niggas knowin shit or who thinks wat... all im finna do is BE ME...and if niggas dont like me because of that then.....FUCK YOU!!!!!!!....

Boys and Basketball

Boys crack me up... they use basketball to make friends, to let out anger, to basically live...This is for all guys that like basketball lol...but it just makes me laugh that they take it so seriously... they lose friendships over a game that doesn't last longer than an hour (in some games). I was just informed that off the court friendship and on the court friendship are two different things lol...wtf? these niggas is too intense... how is it that they can disrespect each other on the court but be friends off the court. Disrespect is disrespect no matter when you do it. I guess you can say that having two separate things works but ultimately are they truly separate? someone always takes shit to the heart and brings on court shit off court. i think that boys and sports are stupid and i cannot understand them at all lol...

"Jesus is the New Black"

So today i'm wearing a shirt that says "Jesus is the new Black".... I didnt think there was gonna be that many responses to it...I mean and its hella weird cause i dont know if they are commenting in a bad way or a good way!!!! lol..... i mean can someone who has an opinion share with me their feelings on the subject?? In my opinion, shit i like it and that is why i bought it lol.... i dont know if you understand how much this is bothering me... i was in writing 10 and i could not focus thinking about how i was gonna address this problem in my blog lol... so i just left early lol... im such a loser... but anyways, my perspective on the shirt....Black is powerful to me. In general it sends messages whether good or bad, its just a powerful color... When put up against other colors black is the emphasis color. In essence, black is the presence of all colors and that to me is beautiful. When looking at black in terms of race, Black is beautiful baby. As is all other races, we are all one people and all originated from the same thing. Jesus is just the bomb diggity fresh!!!!! Jesus is my homeboy, my savior, my brother and my friend!!!! So for me, to put two things together that i think invoke power is awesome. In essence, my shirt means "Jesus is the new power!" Any comments???

Racism

We dont understand the pain we cause,
when we say these things without a thought.
We dont know the hurt inside when we
classify between black or white.
Or brown or yellow, green or blue.
Its not about who's smarter or who's stronger,
but about who's lighter and who's darker.
Its a shame for black people who've been oppressed for hundreds of years
to walk around causing blood and tears,
to be spilled and shed...
We should uplift each other, embrace each other, love one another,
and yet we hold our brother and sister back.
Why is everything a racial issue,
its not about who we are, but more of what we do,
that sets us apart in these race barriers that keeps us stuck in the dark.
Blinded by the shields and boundaries
held up by the,
different levels of pigmentation,
we use as an excuse to do what we do.
Fighting each other because of our culture,
the hard texture of our hearts not letting anyone new through.
We deny the title of racist yet make racial comments
We rebuke the title of racist yet, dont do anything to stop it.
We take stereotypes and promote them by using them to our advantage.
We can't make decisions without thinking about the color of our skin.
We ask for respect without giving respect back
because we are too busy thinking about who's white or who's black.
The poor Asians and Mexicans cant get a break.
Their not know for being people, but for being a wet back or a chink, or
whatever derogatory term we can throw,
at them for their eyes or the things they dont know....
But when its all said and done it takes one to take the stand,
To not allow this foolishness and take command of the issue at hand.
Its time to stand up and be proud of who we are inside and out,
But dont let the person on the "out"
be the one that controls your life or where your at.
So I stand here today ready to take a vow,
to try and be a good example for my people, all people....
At least for a little while....

By: V. Kemp (inspired by: McLovin)

The Reason Why I Write

Sometimes it’s hard to accept the things that life throws at you…..

Life can be the cruelest thing to endure…..

But if we look to the future we can not only overcome the present….

We will gain the strength to overcome the impossible….

This is the reason that I write.

I write to present to the world that my legacy will be different.

I write to prove that no matter where life may take me I get up and keep running…

The bible says, We fall down but we get up…

We stumble sometimes but the key is to look at the situation we stumbled on and remember not to stumble again…

I write to prove to an unbelieving world that I am the new….

I write to emphasize the strength and the power of my words…..

I want to write.

I want to write something so powerful that struggling mothers gain the courage to continue,

Something so powerful that breast cancer is cured with the stroke of a doctor’s pen.

Something so powerful that infant mortality is seen as another dimension of sadness.

Something so impactful that genocide and tribal killings in Africa cease at the blow of the wind.

Something so impactful that the readers of my piece will embrace life and accept its outcomes.

I want to write.

So I write this to you now….

Forcing you to be grateful….

To be thankful for the air you breathe….

Thankful for the people who hate you…

Thankful for the times your life did not make sense….

Thankful for the people who did not have enough guts to be thankful for themselves….

This is the reason that I write.

Devirginized...

So im new to this whole blog thing. However, i've been informed that this was a good decision...I guess. I mean i really do need a space to just talk shit and be myself. So here is my first blog. I'm now devirginized, hence the title, but watever. I'm not really writing about anything right now...but my next blog will be the shit and i might just bless ya'll wit one of my infamous poems (yea right, i wish they was, maybe one day). But until then.....Holla!