I'm like stuck in this world that I can't get out of...I don't know what's going on in my life anymore...I think I'm going down the right path, but I'm not sure if this is really the direction I'm supposed to be headed toward. It seems like every time I think things are going right, something goes wrong. Maybe I'm just over thinking my decisions, but something is telling me that I'm not. I wish there was a manual for my life that I could follow and it would tell me all the decisions I'm supposed to make and all the things I need to avoid. However, life does not work that way. There are so many strongholds on my life right now. So many things I want to do I can not do. I used to have a vision, a goal, a plan...I used to have a passion, a strong desire, for living life to the fullest. I feel as if in the midst of all these decisions and choices that I have lost that passion. Now I just wake up everyday with no real purpose...no real reason for breathing the air in my lungs. The world will never change...People will never change...Every decision I make seems to end in agony...I'm stuck in this world that I can't get out of and I'm lonely...I'm so used to being here that i can no longer cry...I no longer ask for help...I wish there was an ounce of hope for me...but as of right now there is none...
