I'm like stuck in this world that I can't get out of...I don't know what's going on in my life anymore...I think I'm going down the right path, but I'm not sure if this is really the direction I'm supposed to be headed toward. It seems like every time I think things are going right, something goes wrong. Maybe I'm just over thinking my decisions, but something is telling me that I'm not. I wish there was a manual for my life that I could follow and it would tell me all the decisions I'm supposed to make and all the things I need to avoid. However, life does not work that way. There are so many strongholds on my life right now. So many things I want to do I can not do. I used to have a vision, a goal, a plan...I used to have a passion, a strong desire, for living life to the fullest. I feel as if in the midst of all these decisions and choices that I have lost that passion. Now I just wake up everyday with no real purpose...no real reason for breathing the air in my lungs. The world will never change...People will never change...Every decision I make seems to end in agony...I'm stuck in this world that I can't get out of and I'm lonely...I'm so used to being here that i can no longer cry...I no longer ask for help...I wish there was an ounce of hope for me...but as of right now there is none...
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aww nika! there are always options boo. you just have to trust that God will provide (and/or show you) the best one. don't worry about people cause they will come and go, and they are probably going through something too. but as far as your life, hey, it's YOUR life and only you can make things happen for yourself. you know?
but the way you feel is natural, i've felt that way before. but things will get better, don't worry.
Took the words out of my mouth... Glad to know im not the only one who feels this way. But at the very same time... I wish we didnt have to. Life is a blessing as well as a curse. That is my conclusion. The blessings are worthwhile tho. :)
Yea both of u guys are so right!
Thank you so much <3!
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